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22 September 2003 @ 09:58 pm
When fanfic makes you want to go hide in a corner...  
I feel like someone has got hold of my heart and is just squeezing... ooohhhhhhh my GOD.

I WANT TO WRITE LIKE THAT! *sobs* WHY CAN'T I WRITE LIKE THAT?

The only consolation is that the visuals are so strong... I can see so many images and have an amazingly good instinctual sense of where I would want to place things on a page, how I would want to draw all of these wonderful, dialogue-less scenes.

Okay, and I know logically I don't like System of a Down, but this song feels appropriate...

"In my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die
Father, father, father, father
Father into your hands, I commend my spirit
Father into your hands
why have you forsaken me
In your eyes forsaken me
In your thoughts forsaken me
In your heart forsaken me, oh
Trust in my self righteous suicide
I cry when angels deserve to die"
 
 
Current Mood: knocked completely off balance
Current Music: system of a down - when angels deserve to die