DrWorm (drworm) wrote,

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My theory on temper tantrums and music...

I'm listening to "World of Noise" right now. Specifically, "Nervous and Weird" just ended. And all I can think about is how much that song is like throwing a purely angry fit. It's so much emotion just packed into one song. Ouch. It hurts. "Invisible" does that to me too... because all I want to do is fucking scream right along with Art. It makes me so mad, everything makes me so fucking mad, let's just kill the whole fucking planet and get it over with, ok?

But that's not really me. That's me angry. Still, all I what is to bounce up and down and scream this at the top of my lungs.

I've had very few times (that I can remember) where I've actually thrown some sort of tantrum. I mean, I've also dished out psychotic episodes... but that's different. I think I tend to let my anger surface as this pure, girly hurt. When I get frustrated, I cry. I hate that. More than anything. Because when I'm frustrated all I really want to do is rip the hair out of someone else's head and do many other nasty things... but no. I cry.


So... my repressed anger comes out in my choice of music. Tada. The end.

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