September 26th, 2001


Mmmh... lunch...

Egg Salad... waffle fries... yummy. ^___^ I just couldn't help myself today, especially since Amy loaned me the money.

I have a poem to write. Using extended metaphors. I'm comparing my life to a weasel ball (y'know, those balls you can buy that move on their own and have a little stuffed weasel attached trying to, like, hump the ball or something). But not just yet... sometime later when I feel like writing it (next period... I suspect). See...the quest of the weasel is futile... he goes around in circle after circle trying to possess something he cannot grasp, until someone turns him off and takes his broken body away...

I take a certain pride in being able to make anything and everything depressing.

Arm...itches! Whaaaa... >.< Amy says it's my own damn fault... I couldn't think of a good excuse for the cuts so when she asked "How did you do that?" I just said "Razor blade". She says she's going to tattle to my dad if I don't stop... after the Everclear concerts, of course. She wants to make sure we still go to that... -__-;;

I'm kinda surprised at the fact that people notice these things. I guess today it's pretty obvious because I wrapped a purple handkerchief around my wrist... to keep 'em clean or something. But I had one person know what was going on without my even saying "Hey, yeah... cut myself with a razor."

Mmm...itchy. Scars? I dunno...

Look, see? Depressing again.
  • Current Music
    'Local God'- Everclear
diner friends

Animal personality from

# 1 wolf
# 2 cat
# 3 owl
# 4 bat
# 5 deer/stag
# 6 falcon/hawk/eagle
# 7 ferret/weasel
# 8 fox
# 9 monkey/ape
# 10 wildcat (lion, tiger, etc.)
# 11 horse
# 12 dog
# 13 dolphin
# 14 bear
# 15 goat/sheep
# 16 rabbit
# 17 rat/mouse
# 18 wild bird (any non-raptor bird from doves to parrots to ravens)
# 19 cow/bull
# 20 elephant
# 21 insect
# 22 snake
# 23 frog/toad
# 24 lizard
# 25 shark/fish
  • Current Music
    'Squall's Happy Lion Song'

I just woke up...

Urrgh... What the...? When did it get dark...?

Oh... it's 9:15. Well, that'd make it dark.

Can you tell I'm nowhere near coherent? I just took a three or so hour nap. Had weird dreams about Anya and spaceships... raves and gay punk rockers...

Speaking of gay, punk rockers... it's perfectly acceptable for punk musicians to be gay right? We got onto this topic in Poetry Writing and Dave said something like "Well... I guess they /can/ be gay but it totally goes against everything punk stands for."

Me: What?

Dave: Lesbians are cool, though. But not gay guys.

Me: What? Don't you listen to rap?

Dave: Yeah...

Me: I listen to punk, rock, and alternative and I've never ever heard of gay guys being not allowed to be punk musicians.

Dave: Well, it's like having 'Christian Punk'. You can't have that, right? It's just impossible.

Me: Yeah. well 'Christian Rock' is a total oxymoron because rock is stereotypically "The Devil's Music". But we have it... *pause* And being Christian is an entirely different set of beliefs from being gay, for chrissake! Being gay isn't a damn religion! You don't (or shouldn't) answer to a specified list of requirements or regulations!

Dave: Thhhppppp...whatever. You just don't know what you're talking about.

Me: Neither do you.

I hate that boy >.< We were on pretty decent terms for the past few weeks and then he goes and says this... poor Dale... trying to mediate. "Some punk can be gay... hello? Is anyone listening to me?"

And that's probably my best class of the day. Aside from Latin, where I get to sit next to and talk to Logan... wow, is she cute. ^__^ I get all excited sitting next to her... helping her with the Latin. ^^;

Vash: *points* Crush! Crush on a /girl/! Crush on a majorly /straight/, popular, girl! Who has a boyfriend!

Oh...shut up.
  • Current Music
    'I Feel Loved'- Depeche Mode