January 14th, 2002



"Slow Motion" by Third Eye Blind

Miss Jones taught me English
But I think I just shot her son
'Cause he owed me money
With a bullet in the chest you cannot run
Now he's bleeding in a vacant lot
The one in the summer where we used to smoke pot
I guess I didn't mean it but man you shoulda seen it
His flesh explode
Slow motion see me let go
We tend to die young
Slow Motion see me let go
What a brother knows
Slow Motion see me let go
Now the cops will get me
But girl if you would let me
I'll take you pants off
I got a little bit of blow
We could both get off
Lay there bathing in the afterglow
Two lines of coke I cut with Drano
And her nose starts to bleed
A most beautiful ruby red
Slow motion see me let go
We'll remember these days
Slow motion see me let go
Urban life decay
Slow motion see me let go
And at home
My sister's eating paint chips again
Maybe that's why she's insane
I shut the door to her moaning
And I shoot smack in my veins
Wouldn't you?
See my neighbor's beating his wife
Because he hates his life
There's a knock to his fist as he swings
Oh man, what a beautiful thing
And death slides close to me
Won't grow old to be
A junkie, whino creep
Hollywood glamorize my wrath
I'm a young urban psychopath
I incite murder
For your entertainment
'Cause I needed the money
What's your excuse?
The jokes on you
Slow motion see me let go
Slow motion see me let go
Slow motion see me let go

I went home from school sometime around second period because I felt like I was going to throw up. I didn't, however. Ugh. Plus, I was still shaking. I think it was all because there was nothing in my stomach.

I panicked. I hate panicking like that.
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    Third Eye Blind - Slow Motion