January 23rd, 2002

zoot

Cut, cut, cut....

Oh, joy. I'm upset, I'm depressed, and nobody loves me...

And I'm also MATURE enough to know that all of this is so ridiculous! Not just me, not just Amy, but EVERYTHING!

AHHH! I want to claw out someone's eyeballs other than my own.

Huuummmmm... And I feel dumb quoting Everclear because it's possible I'm stepping on her toes... And yet...

Don't Change

I'm standing here on the ground
The sky above won't fall down
See no evil in all directions
Resolution of happiness
Yeah, things have been dark for too long
I don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me
Yeah, don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me
I found a love I had lost
It was gone for too long
Hear no evil in all directions
Execution of bitterness
Message received loud and clear
I'm standing here on the ground
The sky above won't fall down
See no evil in all directions
Resolution of happiness
Yeah, things have been dark for too long


Once I was asking my mother over and over whether she loved me because I was afraid she was mad at me. Finally, she said, "If you ask that question one more time, I won't love you anymore!"

I'm not sure I ever got over that feeling.