March 12th, 2003

vash

Shit.

Okay. >___> I checked out this site, which is a checklist of things to look for in girls who have ADD or ADHD.

About 75% percent... Or so... about 80 of those apply to me on a very consistant basis. BUT because I tend to get all 'A's, no one seems to think I have any abnormal problems paying attention or doing work. But I don't get it... other kids can make themselves do homework every night. I can't. Other kids can keep their things neat and organized. No matter how hard I try, or how much I want to, I can't. I forget to bathe, eat, go to the bathroom... normalish things. Or I do things too much, eat too much, pick at myself, etc. I'm distacted by little noises around me, like coughing or the scratching of a pencil, to the point of not being able to do what I need to do. I have to be in a learning environment in order to do homework or school stuff, and even then I get distracted. I'm constantly daydreaming. I fidget, chew on pens, draw little boxes on my notes. And sometimes my thoughts move so fast, I get confused and they come out wrong.

Well? ADD? Is it? And what do I do? *cries* And my father doesn't take the idea seriously.

Gee, thanks gypsyjr for bringing this up... *confused*


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vash

Mmmm... Everclear...

I want to die a beautiful death - Everclear

Everybody here in the small town
Looks used and abused today
Everybody here is looking outside-in
It seems like nothing ever changes
Everybody they just wanna have a good time
Everybody they just wanna forget
Everybody wants to feel like they did
When the sky looked good and the world was perfect

I don’t care
I just wanna die pretty.

I just wanna get lost in the motion
I just wanna get lost in my beautiful self
I just wanna get lost in the city
I don’t wanna live forever
I wanna die a beautiful death

Yeah I gotta get the hell out of this town
Everybody’s looking upside-down
Everybody here is looking for the same pain
it really seems like nothing ever changes
Everybody they just wanna find a slow ride
Everybody they just wanna get by
Everybody wants to feel like they did
When the sky looked high and the world was simple

I don’t care
I just wanna die pretty…

I just wanna get lost in the motion
I just wanna get lost in my beautiful self
I just wanna get lost in the city

I don’t wanna live forever
I wanna die a beautiful death
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