But I'm tired of being left out all the time.
And after fighting with Amy, I got depressed.
And after getting depressed, I pulled apart a disposable razor with my nail clippers.
And after pulling apart the razor, I cut the inside of my left arm with the blade.
Not too deep, and not too long, but enough to get the full effect. Numbness and later pain, trailed by guilt.
Whoopsies.