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11 July 2002 @ 09:10 pm
I hate everything  
Sometimes I just get so fucking MAD and frustrated that I stop caring about my health and safety and the health and safety of others. Then I might do stupid things. Like cut my hair, cut my skin, think about suicide...

Think about causing a head-on collision going 40 mph.

I may actually have a problem with impulsiveness when I'm angry (well, would you want to believe it if you had it?). Because I can see myself becoming angry enough to kill myself rather violently. Or kill other people.

And it doesn't scare me.

But I don't think I'll do it because a) I think that, in some ways, I'm actually sane and b) my moral sense of right and wrong is highly inflated to the point of being annoying.

Yeah, this is so totally me...

What Egyptian Deity are you? go to:the quiz!

You're Isis. Nothing could please you more than to have a suckling deity on your engorged teat. However, behind your maternal exterior lies a gruesome depth of perversion. When Osiris was killed, you put his body back together in order to have sex with it, impregnating yourself with his posthumous ejaculation.
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Alanis Morisette - Hands Clean