Play is over. Okay. Didn't go to cast party because... I was just sick of certain people and the last party I went to was so lame. And I got in trouble as soon as I got home, so I decided I just didn't want that aggravation again. I went home instead, washed my hair, and tooled around on my website for a few hours.
Oh, sigh. Just sigh, sigh, sigh. I still have to write my English paper.
Why do I not fit in with other people? I'm always on a fringe. Why is that? It bothers me. Not that I really want to be social. I guess it just bothers me that I've never had the experience of being in an "inner circle" of friends. And no matter how much I do with other people, how many steps I think I take to overcoming my fear and distrust of other people, I never reach a place where I'm comfortable.
