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10 February 2003 @ 10:12 pm
If you want something done, do it your own damn self...  
Haha. So I wrote some Dead Ringers fic. In, like, ten minutes. Seriously. I doubt it means anything profound, but it sure is vulgar. And... probably offensive to someone. But mmm. Jeremy.

Do I get to have the first DR fic? Do I, do I, do I?

I think this is the best first paragraph I've ever written. Seriously. In a not-so-serious way.


Fucking him is like fucking myself, except more difficult. I can’t look him in the eye. I like to think that, if given the chance to fuck myself, I’d be able to meet my own eyes.

Beverly, when beneath me, shakes and trembles like a frightened kitten. He takes the pain with more grace than I could ever muster, however. Darling Baby Brother. Beautiful, genius, twin Baby Brother. He shakes and squirms and sweats and cries out, emasculated, and I adore him for it. And afterward, after orgasm hits him and he tosses his head back with a small mewl of pleasure and indignation, after semen has stained the sheets and trickled between his legs, he crawls into my lap to be held. Why do you want to be held, Bev? Why do you want me to touch you so badly?

Damn that woman. Damn her.

Always so passive, Beverly. If I’d never suggested that we begin sharing our women—my women—you’d be content to remain a virgin all your life. Because when we share a bed, it has nothing to do with sex and everything to do with fucking. We were meant to be one person, Bev, if you want to talk about mutations. Hey, a trifurcate uterus is nothing compared to the mutation that takes place during the conception of identical twins. We were never meant to be, logically. But here we are. One sperm, one egg, two people. We are physically identical, so who’s to say that, deep down, we aren’t psychologically identical?

Who’s to say we aren’t one person in two bodies?

Put together we make one brilliant scientist, one amazing lover.

Why do you want to be held, Bev? I don’t want to touch you; I want to be you.

Cunts all start to look the same after awhile. But you will be unique until the very end, Bevvy dearest, because you are exactly like me.

It’s not incest and it’s not weird; it barely rises above a level of masturbation until you ask to be held, and then it becomes something else entirely. Eliot is the predator feeding off of his prey, Beverly. But is it really so bad? You can’t have one without the other. Eng… if I die… where will you go?

You’re tighter than my fist, tighter than any woman, hotter and fiercer and when we come together it’s like reaching heaven while going to hell. It’s the only way we can become joined, as Eng and Chang were joined, as we were meant to be joined. Don’t cut me off Baby Brother.

That woman is a knife and she’ll cut us apart the way no other woman could. Don’t let her.

Trust me, Bevvy, and let me be the one who holds you after the bad dreams.
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: ani difranco-not a pretty girl
Sycoraxsycoraxthewitch on February 10th, 2003 07:54 pm (UTC)
10 minutes!!!! (You are so talented!!!) It's so beautifully written.

I looked it up on IMDb. Living where I do, I'll say I have about 0.01% chance of seeing that movie. There is only one (1!!!!) place where you can rent movies here, and it is as mainstream as it gets. *getting angry*
DrWorm: brightdrworm on February 12th, 2003 05:43 pm (UTC)
Arrrgh! That sucks very much. On the other hand, I doubt I'd ever have been able to see it if my mother hadn't given me her copy. *shrugs* If I ever run across another copy of it, I'll buy it and send it to you, okay? It's definitely a supremely awesome movie.
Mimmimine on February 11th, 2003 08:46 am (UTC)
I love this! I absolutely fucking love this so much and nothing I write could ever be enough to thank you for writing it!

That film was just begging for twincest and I thank my lucky stars that when it came to reading the first ever, you were the one to write it. Because it is brilliant. It is beyond brilliant...

I started copying stuff to put in my review and tell you this I loved, that made me shiver but there was no way to do that because I ended up copying the entire fic...

I need to watch Dead Ringers again now. Thank you again. I think I love you.

DrWorm: huzzah!drworm on February 12th, 2003 05:45 pm (UTC)
Re: OMG!
Eee! I'm so glad you liked it! I was kind of wondering whether I'd get a comment from you... and lo and behold...

But, yeah. Now I feel the need to do one from Beverly's point of view and... I don't even know what else. But I'm so glad I watched that movie. So, so glad.
Psychodelic Barfly: Draco -- *snicker*psychobarfly on February 12th, 2003 08:39 pm (UTC)
Forgive me, lala, for I have sinned.

I was picturing Fred and George Weasley. >.>;

But if I'd ever seen this movie then I would know . . . things, and be able to appreciate it even more! :D *glomp*