That's the trouble with telling real-life people that I have a website. You see, there is a slight danger that they will visit it. And that their perception of me will be forever changed. Sometimes for the better, but more often for the worse.
I'm protected a bit by the language barrier of internet and fandom slang. But I think some of the elements more disturbing and/or surprising to the layman (such as homoeroticim) are rather blatant. As Homer Simpson says, "I like my beer cold, my TV loud and my homosexuals flaming!"
In other words, yes I am a bit of an odd duck sexually and, yes, I have a wee bitty fascination with one of the stranger actors in Hollywood (among other things). Still love me?