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27 October 2003 @ 12:14 pm
... nurgh.  
I really hate how everything I do in gouache looks cool until I get too close to it. *thwams head against wall* At least it isn't just me... everyone's gouache paintings do that. Still... ow, my hand.

I really hate how I keep putting on cds and being reminded... associating and then feeling guilty and missing... even Assassins isn't a safe haven.

"Unworthy of Your Love" by Stephen Sondheim

I am nothing,
You are wind and water and sky,
Tell me, Jodie, how I
Can earn your love.

I would swim oceans,
I would move mountains,
I would do anything for you.
What do you want me to do?

I am unworthy of your love,
Jodie, Jodie,
Let me prove worthy of your love.
Tell me how I can earn your love,
Set me free.
How can I turn your love
To me?

I am nothing,
You are wind and devil and god,
Take my blood and my body
For your love.

Let me feel fire,
Let me drink poison,
Tell me to tear my heart in two,
If that's what you want me to do...

I am unworthy of your love,
Charlie, darlin',
I have done nothing for your love.
Let me be worthy of your love,
Set you free--

I would come take you from your life (I would come take you from your cell)

You would be queen to me, not wife (I would crawl belly-deep through hell)

Baby, I'd die for you
Even though
I will always know:

I am unworthy of your love Jodie (Charlie) darlin',
Let me prove worthy of your love.
I'll find a way to earn your love,
Wait and see.
Then you will turn your love to me,
Your love to me

Not only that, but it reminds me of how I wish I had bought the sheet music when I had the chance. >_<

But more it just reminds me of how stupid I am. I wish I could make everything better right now. But I can't and that bothers me like you wouldn't believe.

... "You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs..."
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Ani DiFranco - 4th of July