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06 February 2004 @ 01:03 am
Why does it have to be so damn painful to be a woman?  
See, I probably ought to be doing things that have at least some sort of merit... but, no, it feels like something with big, sharp claws is giving me a lower back massage. God, uterus! What is your problem?

Actually, I really think I need to see a doctor about this. These mofos are so bad they cause my entire lower body pain... pain bad enough that I've cried out on occasion. Plus it starts days before the bleeding does. Could be cysts, could be endometriosis, could be me being a pansy. But we'll see.

However, quick music news... I found the lyrics to "My Little Box!" However, they are wrong on the site. *frowns* And there's no email address to send corrections. But here they are, corrected as best as I could (spelling and grammar corrected too) ...

Silent in my sanity
I live safe inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
With four walls coming down on me
I come on down again

I let you win and you come on smooth
And hey you're so fucking brave
A chewed out lighter candle
Fell in my cold and empty cave
Somewhere in your world
They tell you this is what the people need
Doing all that shit on me
And leave me here to bleed

Cradle falls
(I live save inside my cell)
(In the darkness that surrounds me)
Unholy walls

Cradle falls, unholy walls
Cradle falls

Silent in my sanity
I live safe inside my cell
In the darkness that surrounds me
I see my own special hell
Comfort in my suffering
Feeling warm inside this pain
Before I was coming down on me
I come on down again

You woke me out of my secret grave
You let your pretty world in

Cradle falls
(I live silently inside my cell)
(You woke me out of my sin)
Unholy walls
(You woke me out of my secret grave)
(You let your pretty world in)

Now you're in my world
Did you dream it'd be so small
My little box was perfect
Until you destroyed it all
My sanctity of sorrow gone
Forever in its place
The saccharine sweet of you
Is all that's left to taste

Feeling claustrophobic
Now my world is closing in
Subtle retribution
Where I am and where I've been
I'll take you to a place
You never knew could be
Curled up, in my little box

Cradle falls

I think it's a good song. Also I heard Nickelback's "Figured You Out" today in the car and it made me think Herbert/Dan very strongly. Possibly because I've had Herbert and Dan power struggles on the brain lately. Probably.

I guess I need to buy Alien Ant Farm's new cd because I can't download any of the songs. >_< I know it's their right to encrypt the cd or whatever so that people like me can't do what I want to do and have to spend money instead... but it still bugs me. I only want the song "Glow" because it reminds me of my panther in a sort of roundabout way... I think we were fighting the first time I heard it and it made me feel calmer. Other than that, Alien Ant Farm doesn't impress me much.

Get Fuzzy reminds me of panther too, since he is so very Satchel and I am so very Bucky.The interaction is familar. (And we know who doles out the abuse, don't we? :P ) Okay... I think I need to go to bed and stop thinking for awhile.
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: Falco - Rock Me,Amadeus
Little Whittles Her Log Foot: foollittle_whittles on February 6th, 2004 08:48 am (UTC)
During my hell week, my back hurts, my thighs hurt, my crotch hurts, my breats hurt. Everything. I don't know if there's anything that can be done, but if you find out... pass it on!
DrWorm: grrdrworm on February 6th, 2004 11:44 am (UTC)
Yuck. XP Arrgh, I hate periods. I read an article once that was like "Women make too big a deal out of menstruation! Embrace your monthly cycles like the women of yesteryear and quit yer bitchin'!" And... urg. It made me so mad. It HURTS, goddammit.

I don't know about you, but according to webmd, I seem to have a lot of the symptoms of endometriosis, which would be a bitch if I did have that... since you can't get rid of it, you can only remove the worst of the scar tissue to lessen pain. Arrgh, damn reproductive system.

;___; But my heart goes out to you. *embraces Tylenol and Midol like the women of currentyear*
Little Whittles Her Log Footlittle_whittles on February 6th, 2004 12:11 pm (UTC)
It is a bitch, and anyone who's not willing to cut women some slack for it needs to be shot.

I love my Midol!