Sometimes everything just hurts and it makes me think I'm too sensitive. Like my body wants to break into a million pieces. Scatter the ashes, haha. Into the wind, over the ocean, sleep with the fishes. Bottom of the ocean, so dark and peaceful.
My own selfishness and inconsistency makes me so frustrated; I wish all this constant change would stop. You'renotsickyou'renotsickyou'renotsick so stop acting this way, goddammitgoddamitgoddammit! If I was someone else, I would slap me. I don't have the patience for this.