DrWorm (drworm) wrote,

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What the hell am I doing here

LOL I got drunkish a few nights ago. Hooray! I've never actually drunk enough alcohol to become slightly stupid before. It's not what I would call one of my favorite things, since sometimes my brain is very violently opposed to being in an altered state and things are all unpleasant. But this was nice. It was basically safe (we all played board games for awhile) and I was silly and stupid and sleepy. I guess the next frontier is getting really drunk and wanting to have naked parties or something.

Oh man, I didn't realize how much I'd actually sort of missed this. It makes me feel sort of warm and fuzzy to see that there are people who will go "Hey. HEY. That is NOT how you talk about trannies. >:( Learn to play nice and quit being such an asshole." It's like, fuck, I don't know. I rarely realize how fucking different I am until I'm hanging around straight people or watching a lot of mainstream tv or whatever. Whatever situation it is where I'm not picking and choosing the media and the message. And even people who are generally nice or trying to be can be insensitive or dickish about gays and trannies. And the really shit thing is that I feel bad for disapproving!

Then I wander off by myself and after awhile start boggling. It's like, oh hell no. Fuck. I just got tricked into thinking I was a less worthwhile person and that my choices are wrong! Again! Fuck! Whyyyyyy am I talking about this, god, it's so depressing.

We went out and saw Wall-E and THE DARK KNIGHT (DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!) Oh holy shit, guess who's totally hot with just half a face? That's right, it's the dude you all believe in... oh my god, I was like "I want to lick his eyeball. Just be all, hey, I bet you're drying out there. Let me moisten it for you." Sexy. I loved the whole thing. Anyone who doesn't like this movie is a comic book PHILISTINE. Okay? Iron Man also. And if you like Spiderman now, you are crap. It's just like a whole new level of awesome and you are going to have to roll with it or gtfo.
Tags: comics, fittem, gay, gory wonderful sexy shit, movies

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